Tuesday, January 15, 2008

All over the place

When I got home tonight, I don't know what was going on with me. I think that I was having some kind of weird chemical reaction. I wrote down what I feeling at around 6:30.

Heaviness
weighing on my chest, my lungs
my heart

anxiety over what? I don't know
the fear inside
the need to run
thoughts racing out of control

It's 11:37 pm and all those thoughts are gone. It was just a passing moment.