Sunny Days, sweeping the clouds away

It was 80 degrees today, 85 inside my apt. I stayed home because I felt nauseated. I should've gotten some much needed sleep, but I insisted on working.

Tomorrow I will go to work, ready and focused on getting these last projects finished. I have so much to do before June 30th. The pressure is like an anvil on my chest. It's weight is so heavy that I can't move it. Part of me wants to get it all over with, but part of me doesn't even care anymore. Work has become a day-in day-out mindless drone; answering the same questions over and over again.

"How do you log into this? How do you update that?"

I know that I'm just in a rut right now. Something new and more exciting is bound to come soon.

I know it...
I believe it...
I have to believe it...