Friday, August 10, 2007

Role Model

I walked four times this week, 3 miles each. It's a good work out, but I feel like I'm hitting a plateau. Part of it is that I'm not eating quite the way I was before Italy. And mentally I'm not where I was before Italy.

Ever since I started this weight loss program, I've felt pressure not to let people down. Losing weight can never be a personal battle. Everyone can see the results. When they are good, everyone is happy. When the results flatten out, it is mentally taxing - at least it has been for me. I want to do the best that I can because I don't want to let anyone down. But at the same time, there are days when I need this to be my own thing; a journey that I go on inside my own head without discussion or input from anyone else.

It's so hard to keep this going and there are days that I want to give up. The thing is that I need a support system. It's just that some days, it's more than I can take.

I don't want to be a role model today.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Fall Textbook List

ANTH344 - Cultural Anthropology and Linguistics

  • Kottak, C.P. and Kottak, C. Cultural Anthropology with Living Anthropology Student CD and PowerWeb, 12th edition McGraw-Hill 0073315095

  • Weiner, A.B. The Trobrianders of Papua New Guinea Holt Rinehart and Winston 0030119197

  • Spradley and McCurdy ANTH 344: Cultural Anthropology and Linguistics Coursepack: How To Do a Fieldwork Project, UMUC Fall 2004 MBS/UMUC 0006586848

  • Ottenheimer, Harriet Joseph Anthropology of Language Thomson Learning 0534594360

  • Ottenheimer, Harriet Joseph Anthropology of Language /Workbook reader Thomson Learning 0534594379


HUMN398 American Pop Culture

  • Irwin, Conard, Skoble, eds Simpsons and Philosophy: The D'oh of Homer Carus Publishing 0812694333

  • Sklaar, R. Movie-Made America: A Cultural History of American Movies Random House 0679755497

  • Altschuler, G. All Shook Up: How Rock n Roll Changed America Oxford University Press 0195177495

  • Wright, Bradford Comic Book Nation John Hopkins University Press 0801874505

  • Spigel, L.Welcome to the Dream House Duke University Press 0822326965


CMST303 Advanced Software Applications
  • Shelly/Cashman PowerPoint Introductory 2003 Course Technology 1418843644

  • Shelly/Cashman Hutchinson Modular Package MS Office 2003, 2n ed (Windows XP, Word 2003, Excel 2003, and Access 2003) Course Technology 1418895113

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

It's a struggle

I've been feeling this obligation to maintain this new life style, not only for my health, but also for the well-being of other people. I find that people are reacting to me as if I am a new person. Maybe I am in some ways. I do feel a little more confident in my newly baggy jeans. I also feel healthier.

But when I have to get up in the morning and go walk 3 miles, that's where the hard work kicks my butt. Everyday, I'm tired, a good tired, but tired nontheless. That's the part people don't see; the part that I do for me.

Every day is a struggle and there are times when I want to eat everything that is bad for me. I carry around Dr. Ian's book everyday, but I must confess that I read it less and less. I need to go over it again because I desperately feel like I need a week back on phase I. Right now, I'm maintaining my weight, but I want to lose more. I'm still 50 lbs from my goal.

Some days, I want to give up and other days, I'm hard core. I keep hearing the words that I said "It's not that you can't do it, it's that you won't" and that makes me go on. I don't want to become a victim of my own mind.

Friday, August 03, 2007

Stay in the Fight

I heard some thing inspirational the other day. Fran Drescher was talking about a technique she used to get thought her cancer treatments. She kept two rubber bands on her wrist. Any time she started having negative thoughts like "I can't do this" or "This is too hard", she would snap one of the rubber bands. It was like a quick snap back to reality and a deterrent to allowing the negative thoughts that she would inevitably have from taking over and consuming her.

I got to thinking that her technique could be applied in just about any situation. We all face challenges in our lives and negative thoughts are more than abundant inside our heads and hearts. We have goals that we want to reach, but there is something holding us back. Taking that step is scary, but you know what, not taking that step can be even worse.

Are you stuck in a job you hate? Why not quit and do the thing that really fulfills your real passion? Do you want to lose weight? Who doesn't ? I know I do. Taking that step, making the step to take my life back was one of the hardest decisions I've had to make. I was stuck in a vicious of negative thoughts and bad habits.

There are always reasons why you can't do something. But the truth is that it's not that you can't, it's that you won't. Everything is hard when your attitude is led by the negative thoughts in your head. It's time to break out of the cycle of negativity and surround yourself with positive thoughts, from within yourself and from the people closest to you.

So go grab two rubber bands and stay in the fight!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

One of those days

Today was one of those days that I would've like to have a do-over. Things at work refused to work, users found my phone number, and an irrate father yelled at me. The father was actually funny because he just needed someone to listen to him get things off his chest. After he said his peace, he apologized for ruining my day.

On the flip side, I met my friend Marie's sister Julie. It's so funny to put a face with a name. I felt we were old friends because Marie is always talking about the "other Julie". The other fun thing that happened was that I actually went to the market in shorts. Now this may not seem like a big thing, but I've never been terribly comfortable about wearing shorts out of the house. But for some reason, I felt like going for it today.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Sunday 7.08.07

Coming Home...


I planned for this trip for months and although we had been to some extraordinary places, I was ready to go home. Don't get me wrong, I love to travel. but there's nothing like your own bed and your own bath.

That morning we loaded up in the van and headed off to the airport. When we got there, Celeste made sure we made it to the right counter. When it was time for us to leave, it was surprisingly very emotional. She wasn't coming with us and for each of us, it was like leaving our mom at the airport. It was difficult for all of us.

The rest of the trip was pretty uneventful, except for the fact that the flight attendent in Canada took a special liking to Marie, Sara, and me because we wanted to know when she was coming by for the last time for trash. She was mildly amused by us and we by her. By this time, we were are all a little punchy and extremely anxious to get home. There were laughs had by all.

Reflections...

I learned a lot about myself and other people on this trip. I learned that as open-minded as I try to be while traveling, I learned that even among new surroundings, I still need structure. I'm someone who needs order in my life and I think that one of the more difficult things about traveling in a group is that I can't be in control of every situation. I'm not saying that I'm a control freak, but giving up complete control is something that I'm not completely comfortable with yet.

The other thing that I learned and you may be surprised to read this, is that I'm 34 years old. This is significant because for the first time, I was the second oldest student on the trip. There were a lot of students who were between 19-25. I felt completely out of place among them. One of the things that I hadn't been prepared for was the fact that the things that people find fun in that age group don't appeal to me anymore. The thing is that it doesn't even bother me.

The last and most important thing that I learned is that I would love to visit Italy again and even other places in Europe as well. Of course, I think that I would go any plan my own itinerary. Italy was gorgeous and there was so much we didn't get to see. I've always said that I if I ever got married, I would like to honeymoon in Mexico. But now, after being in Italy, I think that Europe is running a close second.

All in all, I'm glad that I went on the trip. There were days that made me wish I hadn't left Columbia, but I wouldn't trade this experience for anything.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Saturday 7.07.07

Vatican City

We started our day in Vatican City...and no, even though it is considered another country, you don't need to show your passport, nor do you need to go through customs.


We left the hotel and boarded the bus which left us at the border of Vatican City. It was a bit hot out and having to wear a blouse the covered my arms completely made it feel suffocatingly hot.

We made our way in and our first stop was the Vatican Museum. There were a ton of paintings, mostly like the paintings we had seen for the previous three weeks. But there were still interesting. In every room there were floor to ceiling paintings, mostly scenes from Italian history or of the Catholic Church.



Of course, you can't go to the Vatican and not see the Sistine Chapel. Here's the only thing about the Sistine Chapel: it's like the Hotel California, you can check out whenever you want, but you can't ever leave. We walked around for a while, with necks craned to the ceiling looking for the "fingers".

After walking through a ton of hallways and still not seeing the fingers, we decided to take a break and sit on bench and watch people go by. After sitting for a few minutes, I remembered that in the Agony and the Ecstacy, Michelangelo's painting was in a large room with a pulpit, not in a hallway. So we soldiered on, getting more and more lost within the chapel. Apparently, the Sistine Chapel is more than just one room; it's the entire building. We ended going through room after room of paintings and even ended up going through the modern art exhibit where they had a modern version of the pieta.

After what seemed like 4 hours, we finally made it to the "room". It was so crowd and I had a hard time finding the "fingers". Thanks to the binoculars that I lugged with me, I was able to see the fingers close up. It was great seeing the ceiling, but I have to say that if the 40,000 other people hadn't been in the room at the same time, it would've been a lot better. As much as I wanted to take a look at all the parts of the ceiling, the crowds made it unbearable.

Leaving the chapel is as hard as finding it. We wondered around, again, looking for the exit and ended up in a fenced in garden. We wondered around some more and eventually made it out by the Vatican museum exit. By this time, we were starving, so we dragged our malnurished bodies into a restaurant across the street. The people welcomed us and encouraged us to "mangia". A kind young man carried our trays to the table and brought us crushed ice. We felt like queens, that is until we got the check. Our food, which wasn't that good, came up to 81 euros ( $110). Now, keep in mind that I said that we brought our food to the table on trays... so needless to say the meal was not worth 81 euros. We were 4 angry women for a couple of hours after that.

After we were robbed, we decided to try getting into St. Peter's Bascillica. But the lines were so out of control and the sun was so hot, we decided to leave and try again later. Of course we didn't know how to get back to the hotel... we only knew the number of the bus. We chased down the bus and eventually made it back the metro station. The streets of Rome are so choppy and I had to go to the bathroom in the worst way. I just knew that my bladder was going to explode. But like the big girl that I am, I was able to hold it.

At the metro station, Marie and I decided to stop and have a glass of wine and talk. Keighley and Tiffany, who by this time had become fast friends, went back to the hotel to take a nap and watch tv. Right near the hotel, we found a restaurant that had french fries and waiters who cared to serve people. We sat outside reflecting on the past three weeks and wishing that we had done more together. It hadn't been until Thursday that we got to do something together. During our visit to the museo dell Opera in Florence, we decided to let everyone walk ahead and we just caught up. It was nice.

After the drink and fries, we were summoned by Tiffany and Keighley. We decided to head back out and try to get back to St. Peter's Basillica, the bone museum, Bocca della Verita (on the right), and a few other places. Nothing was open or should I say, everything closed early that day. So we decided to go back to the Pantheon and find some food. By this time, everything was funny to us. We had a massive case of the giggles. All was good with the world.

But as much as we loved Rome, we were all ready to go home. We talked about the food we wanted to eat. We were so close... only 24 hours to go.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Friday 7.06.07


Traveling to Rome

We started the day with a trek to Rome, our final destination in Italy. We travelled by bus, metro and by foot to get to the Marco Polo Hotel in Rome. Let's just say that it was a long trip and leave it at that :(

After arriving at the hotel, we all scrambled to get ready for our 3pm appointment to at the Colosseum. We took a bus to the metro to the Colosseum and made it there in just the nick of time. The colosseum is awesome and I had a hard time believing that it has been around for 1900 years. It is also hard to believe that it was the site of incredibly violent gladiator games and even the martyrdom of early Christians.

Not long after arriving, Marie, Keighley, Tiffany and I met up with TJ (Tiddly-D), Marie's newphew and his new bride, Mel. They are a cute couple, even though TJ is like two feet taller than Mel. Mel was determined to see all of the Colosseum, while Keighley was just glad to see a familiar face. We managed to get some great pics of the big C and then we emerged into the blistering sun on the prowl for bottled water and a meal. Tiffany and I decided to let Marie and Keighley have some alone time with TJ and Mel. So they went off shopping, while we went to find some food. We walked for a while looking for the Pantheon and ended up going by the Monument of Vittorio Emanuelle II, the place where Mussolini gave many of his speeches.

A couple of hours later, after a meal and visit to a local music store, we met up with the gang at a restaurant in front of the Pantheon. Since TJ and Mel were only in Rome for the day, they had to leave after dinner. So the gals and I decided to go see what was inside the Pantheon. Inside the Pantheon, which is an old church, there are alot of paintings on marble walls. The weird thing about the Pantheon is that at the top of the massive dome, there is a hole, which is completely open. We couldn't figure out why there wasn't massive amounts of bird poop on the floor. But after doing a quick check on Wikipedia, we now know the story of the dome. The hole is the only source of light for the Pantheon and the only source of air ventilation. When it rains, the water that falls inside is automatically drained away by tiny holes in the floor.

Here's the funny thing about the Pantheon...When it's time to close, a lady announces it on a microphone sort of the way Target announces that you have ten minutes to bring your purchases up to the front counter before they throw you out of the store.

After the Pantheon, we headed over to the Trevi Fountain, which was very cool even though every other tourist in Rome had descended on the fountain. The rumor about the Trevi Fountain is that if you throw in some money, you'll come back to Rome. It's a good thing that I'm not given to superstition. My thinking is that if I keep my money, I'll be closer to going back to Rome.

Not far from the fountain, we came upon a marble shop that had a ton of things carved out of marble. We were really impressed at first because they seemed to be selling fruit at 11pm...that is until we realized that the super realistic fruit was actually made of marble and that we weren't supposed to touch it. We had a really good laugh and crank called Marie's sister Julie.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Thursday 7.05.07


We took our final trip to Florence to visit the Bargello and the Museo Dell Opera - Duomo. The Bargello has the "other David" the bronze version by Donatello. This version came before Michelangelo's David and is believed to be the inspiration for Michelangelo's David. When we arrived they had David up on cinder blocks. There was a lady doing restoration work on David. It looked like she was cleaning him with a Q-tip.

Besides seeing the David, there were a lot of sculptures in the Bargello. Each of the sculptures was more intricate than any of the other sculptures we had seen at any other museum. There was also a wood carved model of the Palazzo Strozzi (Giulianio da Sangallo).


After the Bargello, we went to the Museo dell'Opera near the Duomo. This museum has a ton of sculptures, but the highlight was seeing the Gates of Paradise. There were individual panels (originals) on display and it was so interesting to see the detail on each panel. Each panel contained a scene from a biblical story. The other panels are on the Baptistry across the street from the Duomo in Florence. When we went the baptistry, there was a huge crowd around the Gates. Each person seemed to be trying to identify what each panel represented.


The last thing that was really interesting was seeing the Deposition. This sculpture is a variation of Michelangelo's Pieta which depicts Christ being carried away from the torture stake by Mary (his mom) and Mary Magdalene after his death. There are two interesting things to note about the Deposition:
  1. - The man in the sculpture is Nicodemus or possibly Joseph of Arimathea. However, the face is widely considered to be a self-portrait of Michelangelo himself.
  2. - The female figure on the left was not completed by Michelangelo. After working on the sculpture for eight years, Michelangelo became frustrated at the impurity of the marble and tried to destroy the sculpture. After his death, Tiberio Calcagni was assigned the task of completing the sculpture.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Wednesday 07.04.07


Today has been the cloudiest and coolest day in Siena. We didn't have any set plans to see museums. We did, however, plan to spend the morning with Marie going over questions about the art journal. I was sure about some things in the book, but had questions about other things. So we planned to meet at the student lounge.

While in the lounge, I got to work on my blog, read some news, check some email and update my website. I still have a lot to do on my website. I never seem to be able to finish websites. I tend to have bursts of energy when I can be really productive. But for right now, I'm settling for functional.

While we were sitting and chatting, Marie and I started talking about the hotel arrangements in Rome. Because the number of people is uneven, some roommate have to be split up. Thankfully, Tiffany and I will stay together. Tiffany is planning a "bad movie night" in the hotel.

For lunch, we went to Osteria il Tamburino. It's less than five minutes from our apt and I've walked by it every day. We went in solely based on the fact that we saw french fries on the menu and to my amazement, we were all able to order our food, drink and of course, french fries. I ordered veal in tomato sauce. Marie and Keighley order grilled chicken and Tiffany ordered salad. The fries were like steak fries, thick, freshly salted, and hot out of the oven. It was the first thing I've eaten in 2.5 weeks that felt like home. All four of us had a glow of happiness that surrounded us. The rest of the food was good and I have to say that between the food and the company, it was the best meal I had in Siena.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Tuesday 07.03.07

The Duomo
The visit consists of three steps; the Duomo itself, the museum and the baptistery. We visited the Doumo and the museum today. You can see through all the ornate carvings why it took 200 years to construct. Every building contains orginal columns that seem to be made of marble. As with most places, you can't take pictures.

But I did get this picture from the outside:


Monday, July 02, 2007

Monday 07.02.07

The Palio in Siena
We watched this on TV from our apartment. But we were actually only a couple a blocks away.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Sunday 7.01.07

We didn’t have anything on the schedule for Sunday. The congregation that we visited last week was away at the district convention, a challenge, that neither Tiffany nor I could handle. We struggled through the 45 minute public talk. We told Chicita that we would wait until we were back in the US to go to the convention.

I also welcomed the day off because I had killer blisters from all the walking we’ve done. So to have a day off my feet was like manna from heaven. I did go out to the bottega down the street to get a few snacks. Otherwise, Tiffany, Stephanie and I just sat in the house and watched music videos. MTV Europe is so different from American MTV. The first difference is that they actually show videos most of the time, albeit it the same stale 20 videos. We talked most of the day and watched the people going by on the street below.

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Saturday 6.30.07



Pisa is only 10Km from the Mediterrean Sea and has been an important port city since the 11th century. Beginning in the in the 11th century, Pisa had its greatest development. It won major naval battles, saw the development of several famous monuments and the establishment of several universities.

The thing that makes Pisa most famous is the Piazza dei Miracoli, which contains all the monuments that make Pisa famous; the cathedral, baptistery, and hanging tower. The cathedral and baptistery are impressive structures, both taking over a century each to be completed.

However, the real reason to visit the city of Pisa is to see the Hanging Tower, which is more commonly known as the Leaning Tower of Pisa. The tower’s construction began in 1174 under the direction of Bonanno Pisano and took over 200 years to complete because of structural problems. By the time the first three stories were complete, the tower had already begun to sink. In 1275, the first attempts were made to counter the tower’s lean. By 1301, the six stories were complete and the tower was completely finished by 1350. The exterior is adorned with multicolored marble.
Besides leaning, the tower is famous because Italian physicist Galileo Galilei conducted his famous experiments with gravity and the relative speed of falling objects from the top of the tower.

On our trip to Pisa, we took a bus, two trains, and another bus to Pisa. Pisa is an interesting place for a short visit. After you see the tower and realize that it really does lean, there isn’t much else to see. There are ton of vendors and we did a lot of shopping there.

Friday, June 29, 2007

Friday 6.29.07

Today we had a short day planned. We were going to the Doumo, right around the corner. Every city in Italy has a Doumo, which basically is the main cathedral of the city. We went bright and early just to find out that it doesn’t open until noon. So we decided to head over to San Domenica to see the cathedral that is dedicated to Saint Catherine of Siena.
Saint Catherine (Caterina Benincasa) was born on March 25, 1347 and was known for her help with the poor. She also worked with the popes of the day in establishing the church in Siena. She is also known for helping to establish peace among the regions in Italy during her time.
Inside the church, there are a variety of renaissance painting depicting the Madonna and Child and the founding fathers of the church. In addition, off in wall, near a shrine, you can actually view Saint Catherine’s mummified finger. It is said that her head is there too, but it wasn’t out for viewing.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Thursday 6.28.07

We visited the public library and it was very interesting. The library was built over a street and you can see the street and even the street signs inside the library. The public side was really nice because it had two children’s rooms and a room for movies. It also has internet access and by all accounts, it looks like a regular public library…but much cooler. There were Italian copies of American classics by Charles Dickens, George Orwell, and Agatha Christie.

The other side of the library has more reference materials, some of which can be checked out. The best part of the tour was seeing all the original manuscripts dating as far back as the 14th century. There is also a special room that houses all those documents and they are all carefully maintained. In many cases, there are handwritten, first editions of book from centuries gone by.

The library itself has a rich history, being over 650 years old. It originally belonged to a rich man, who left it to a university. Once the French came to Siena, it was closed down for a few years. When it was reopened, the library was given to the city of Siena as a public library.

In the afternoon, I worked on my slide shows. I managed to break them the day before and of course, I didn’t save any the project files. I managed to find a nice wi-fi friendly spot in the school’s student lounge. It was quiet in the lounge because everyone had pretty much left for the day. Since my laptop started acting crazy, I only have a limited amount of time before it overheats. So I had to work fast. The laptop did eventually over heat, so I went to the internet train to upload all of my slide shows and check my email. The internet train is very convenient, but I have spent about €15-€20 in the past two weeks.

Later that evening we watched the Italian version of 1 vs. 100 and I actually got two questions correct. I didn’t understand any of the dialog, but it seemed the same as the Italian version.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Wednesday 6.27.07

We started the day in the local open air market. There were so many vendors and it quickly became clear where “regular people” buy most of their clothes. The stores are way too expensive, so the market offers a cheaper alternative. I bought a skirt, a gift, and some fruit. Tiffany got a dress after a huge amount of deliberation.


After the market, we ran home to drop off our purchases and ran back to Piazza Gramschi to catch the bus to Florence.


Florence trip #2
This trip to Florence took us to the Accademia, a museum that houses the original sculpture of David by Michelangelo. The sculpture is 12,000 lbs and 17 feet high. We also saw some of Michelangelo’s other sculptures, most notably the sculptures that he was working on for the tomb of Pope Julius II. He didn’t finish those sculptures.


In the room dedicated to music, there were a variety of harpsichords, guitars, violins, wood wind instruments and other cool pieces. There was one guitar that was really cool. It was made out of marble (by Michele Antonio Grandi) with black and white designs. While were in the music portion, we saw some computers, but they weren’t for the internet. They had video presentations about music and instruments. At one computer, there was a woman who looked just like Deborah Kent, a music professor at HCC.


After the Accademia, we headed for the Bargello. Unfortunately, the Bargello closes at 1:30 every day. Of course we got there around 2:30. So everyone was bummed out, so I took a really funny picture of the group looking sad. It is the funniest picture ever.



After the Bargello, we decided to just walk around and try to find the pig market. We didn’t find it, so we just went home. I think everyone was exhausted anyway. We all looked like we needed naps desperately.


In the evening, we went to dinner with Stephanie and Gail as a goodbye to Gail. She is leaving on Friday for Paris. Afterwards we walked through Il Campo which is in full Palio mode. I’m going to stay clear of the Campo on Monday because I hear that it is complete and total madness during the Palio.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Tuesday 6.26.07

We went to the Pinacotea Nazionale di Siena, which is an art gallery up the street from our school. There are (as you would expect) a huge collection of Renaissance paintings. Most of the paintings were of biblical scenes or scenes depicting the foundations of the churches in Siena. The one painting that you see duplicated at every museum is Madonna and Child, or Mary and the baby Jesus. After you see it five or ten times, it become less exciting and you start noticing little things.

For example, Heather suggested that they didn’t use really babies in the portraits because the babies always looked like little people (adults). The other thing we noticed was that, at least with the Sienese paintings, the noses are very thing and elongated, in an almost unnatural way. Also, fingers are usually proportionally longer than normal. As for Mary (Jesus’ mother), she’s always depicted in blue, while Mary Magadeline is always in red. We also noticed that Mary (Jesus’ mother) is always depicted as an older women, but she is always shown holding Jesus as a baby. This was odd because Mary was young when she had Jesus.

After the museum, we had some lunch and then went to the botanical gardens. It started to rain, which was a welcome change from the heat we’ve been experiencing. Since it was a light drizzle, we decided to go the botanical gardens, which was very pretty. We only got to see half of it because some people had to leave to do laundry. I took the rest of the day to rest.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Monday 6.25.07


We went to San Gimignano which is known for Medieval and Renaissance buildings. But here’s the deal with San Gimignano: There are a ton of shops and good prices in all of them. I bought some marble eggs and a set of alabaster eggs. They are really colorful and pretty.


The line of stores reminded me of the stores at Six Flags. Everyone has pretty much the same thing. Although, I was really tired that day, I could see going back to San Gimignano.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Sunday 6.24.07

On Sunday, we went to Chianti, the region famous for Chianti wine. This town is the only place that specializes in Chianti because it is the only place that the grapes used in Chianti are grown. First we stopped in a museum of geography, I think. It had the history of the landscape of the Tuscan state. I didn’t understand anything the guide was saying, so I just walked around and read the English translations under the photos. Afterwards, we went to a sculpture garden nearby. It had sculptures created by artists from around the world. The artists incorporated nature into all the pieces and they each had a story.


After the sculpture garden, we went to a vineyard and saw where Chianti grapes are grown, processed and transformed into wine. The barrels are beyond huge. The wine is stored for up to 6 months or more after being bottled. It was very interesting to see the inside of the winery. The room where they bottle the wine reminded me of the opening scene of Laverne and Shirley (at the brewery).




After seeing the bottling room, we got to sample some Chianti and have some food. Most of the food was good, but it was a little salty or oily or in some cases, both. That seems to be the trend in Italy. The chianti was ok, but I’m not a wine drinker. Everyone else seemed to really like it. We were given four samples, but I didn’t really like any of them.

After we got home, Tiffany and I set out to find the local Kingdom Hall. We go the information to take the bus, but we didn’t really know where we were going. On the way, we saw some witnesses under a tent with literature. We introduced ourselves and managed to ask if the kingdom hall we were heading for was the closest one. They told us that it was and we went on our way. Well, the bus time we had was wrong, so we started to walk home. On the way back, I decided to tell the witnesses that the bus time we had was wrong. I can only say that Holy Spirit directed me to do that because, the first time we talked to them, they didn’t understand English and we could barely speak Italian to them. This time, two sisters who speak English were under the tent and we explained our situation to them. Then one of the brothers said that he would take us the kingdom hall. So Jehovah made it so we could go to the meeting.

At the meeting, we said hi to a few people and eventually one of the brothers found someone who speaks English to come over and talk to us. Her name is Chicita and she is Australian. She decided to come to Italy to learn Italian a year ago and she decided to stay to live. Here in Italy, she teaches English at a local school. She’s also learning French at the same time.

We asked her about getting the bus home after the meeting and she told us that the buses don’t run that late at night. So she arranged for us to get a ride home. Before we left, she told us about the book study and that the congregations would be at the district convention on the weekend. We’re not going, but it was good to know so that we didn’t show up to an empty kingdom hall.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Saturday 6.23.07

On Saturday, we went to Firenze (Florence) to visit the Duomo and the Uffizi. The trip was long, but it was well worth it. The Duomo had lots of paintings in the main hall including the painting depicting Dante and the Divine Comedy by Domenico da Michalino.


The Uffizi had mostly renaissance paintings and sculptures. Most of the art looks like the same guy painted them because the colors and styles were basically the same. There were lots of dark tones and pudgy people. There were some paintings that I saw in our Florence guide book that I actually saw in the Uffizi. For example the Battle of San Romano (by Paolo Uccello) depicting Florence’s victory over Siena.


The other piece that we saw was Michelangelo’s David, but it wasn’t “the real David”. The sculpture at the Uffizi is a copy. Italy is freakishly obsessed with David in a way that is disturbing. Michelangelo choose to depict a nude David going to slay the Philistine giant Goliath. Here’s the thing, nowhere in the bible does it say that David was nude when he did this. In fact, if you read the actual account in the bible at 1 Samuel 17: 38-48, you actually find out that David was completely dressed for battle. So why did Michelangelo portray David in the nude? The thing I that really don’t understand is the fact that Italians almost deify David and his nakedness. It is depicted on t-shirts and boxer shorts and all kinds of paraphernalia that is probably meant for tourists. They have turned a very important historical bible character and made him into a phallic symbol that they knowingly or unknowingly worship.

From the outside, the Uffizi looks like two buildings joined by a hallway or bridge on the southern end. The Florence guide book suggests taking two days, if possible, to see the entire Uffizi. But for us, that really wasn’t possible. Tiffany and I wandered throughout the rooms, but somehow miss the Michelangelo and Botticelli rooms. We did see a lot of nice sculptures in the hallways, including the bust of Vespasiano. It is a multi-colored marble sculpture that was very realistic.

After the Uffizi, we had to make our way back to the bus station. But first we went to Ponte Vecchio, which is a bridge that has a lot of jewelry stores. This is where you get the gold and silver that people talk about when they talk about shopping in Florence. After the Ponte Vecchio, we started walking back to the bus station. Somehow we wandered into an open air market that had lots of purses, scarves, t-shirts and other stuff that a tourist would like.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Friday 6.22.07

The last day of language class… We learned more about prepositions and other household vocabulary words. I’ve been waiting for this day to come all week, but suddenly I feel like I don’t want it to end. I don’t have enough grammar and vocabulary to go out in the world and effectively express myself. Now I want to learn more Italian. But what would be cool would be if I could download a huge chunk of Italian straight into my cerebral cortex the way seven of nine downloaded voyager’s library on Star Trek Voyager. I think that my closest alternative is listening to my Teach Yourself Italian CDs, which I think I’ll need to do starting in the next day or so.
We did get certificates to prove that we took Italian in Italy. That’s going in a special place at home.
The afternoon was far less interesting. Instead of visiting a museum, we did laundry. Quite of number of us needed to wash clothes, so we found a place that is self service and conveniently located near a restaurant where we could eat lunch in between loads. The Laundromats weren’t too different from American Laundromats except that you don’t put the change in the machine. There is a machine on the wall where you feed your money. Tiffany and I got a couple of loads done, but she ended up re-washing our white clothes again at home. We didn’t do much after that, except prepare for our trip to Florence the next day.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Thursday 6.21.07

We learned numbers today, at least the numbers up to 100. We even played a counting game. Learning language almost makes you feel like you’re in kindergarten. That is until you go outside and hear five year olds speaking way better than you ever could.


In the afternoon, we went for a walk to Piazza Gramschi for lunch. We ate Panini, which weren’t like the kind you get at Giant. Here in Italy, Panini just means sandwich. We had our lunch over in the park because eating at a restaurant actually costs more if you sit down and eat it there.
The park was nice. There were trees and I suddenly realized that I hadn’t seen any trees in the city since we arrived. It was a hot day, so sitting in the shade was a refreshing change. While we were there, Celeste told us a little about the history of Italy. There was a statue in the middle of the park of Guiseppe Garibaldi, the man who helped unify Italy into a nation. Apparently, back in the day, each state in Italy was its own country, which accounts for the variety of Italian dialects. It wasn’t until the 1800s that Italy became a unified country. Today, Italy has a socialist government.

Celeste also told us about the physical differences between northern Italians and southern Italians. Southern Italians tend to have more olive skin tones while northern Italians tend to have lighter skin tones. Because Siena is situated in a huge tourist area, it is harder to distinguish one Italian from another Italian.

After the park, Celeste, Tiffany and I went shopping. We finally found tennis shoes which came in handy because we have plans to go to Florence on Saturday. There is a store called Bata, which is similar to H&M with similar prices. We both found shoes that were about the same prices as American prices. I got some Nike Running shoes that ended up being the perfect shoes for the trip.

I think we wore Celeste out, because she didn’t join us for food shopping. We have gotten the hang of the local supermarket now. We bought a bunch of food only to realize that we wouldn’t be eating at home for a day or so. We went out a restaurant with the group that night. The owner of the restaurant made us four piattas (courses). They were all good and if I had had the room, I would’ve eaten more. Afterwards, we walked through the streets, listening to various jazz bands along the way. Thursday was the city wide jazz festival with bands playing in fourteen different locations throughout the city. The music was nice and it reminded me of American Jazz. At 11:00 we walked Geri to her bus and then headed on home.

Every night, no matter what we do, I am thoroughly exhausted; but it’s a good exhaustion. But it does make for rough mornings. I just discovered that there is a coffee machine in the student lounge. It has way too many choices, but it does the trick for me in the morning.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Wednesday 6.20.07

Today in class we learned more vocabulary words and the conjugation of the regular –are and –ere verbs. There are so many verbs in Italian that are similar to Spanish verbs. We also played Pictionary, which was interesting. My team kept getting hard words like “match”, “sing”, and ”play” while the other team got words like pizza and scissors. Despite that, it was really fun; probably the most fun we’ve had all week.
I was asked if the style of teaching at Dante Aligheri was good for learning Italian. This was a difficult question to answer because I haven’t taken an introductory language class in nine years. Even then, I had some Spanish under my belt from high school. I honestly forgot how hard it is to learn a new language from scratch. I feel like, if I ever do this trip again, I definitely want to take a semester of Italian first. I definitely feel lost because I’m not able to communicate with people like I would like.
In the afternoon, I finally posted to my blog. The Internet Train, the internet café near our apt is great. We can get in and get out without any problems. After the Internet Train, we headed over to the bank on Banchi Di Sopra. This bank is the oldest bank in Siena and it houses some great Senese paintings. Too bad we didn’t get to go in and see them. Apparently, the website that tells you how great these paintings are forgets to mention that they’re not available to the public. The man in the lobby was extremely rude to Celeste. But she held her own.
Afterwards the group split up and Tiffany and I went on the hunt for some shoes. My canvas converse split a hole on the side and they were making my feet hurt. So I wanted to find some running or walking shoes. Every store wanted an obscene amount of money for the plainest and ugliest shoes. So we gave up for the night.
When we got home we set up the laptop and watched Freedom Writers with Hillary Swank on DVD. It was a good movie, but had an unnecessary amount of profanity. The theme, though, was good and I even thought that we could watch it at diversity committee retreat. It gave an interesting prospective about how the educational system works in poor areas and in particular in one school in Los Angeles. If you get a chance to watch this movie, it is really good. The advertisement made it look like the typical white teacher going in to save the helpless black kids. But under the surface it was so much more than that. The movie is based on a true story, which if you watch the DVD extras, you get to see more of the real teacher and students about whom the movie is based.

Walking...

Wednesday June 20, 2007
We have walked and walked and walked and then a few hours later, we walked some more. I had blisters before we left because of some ambitious morning walks. So now my feet are on fire on a daily basis. The lace-less Converse that I searched for over a month, now look like I’ve been wearing them for 15 years. Today, I’m going to find some sensible walking shoes. We’re also scheduled to go to the bank today to see some art that is in the bank. Hopefully, it is more exciting than it sounds.



Yesterday, after class, we went to the Palazzo Publicco in il Campo (the center of town). It looks like a large church, but it is actually their city hall and a museum. Most of the frescos were of ancient popes, biblical scenes and what seemed to be historical paintings of a Siena gone by. There was one painting in particular that showed the Florentine soldiers taking over Siena and building a great wall that still stands today. Most of our students live outside that wall, but their homes are still considered Siena.


The frescos were interesting and very intricate, although I have to admit, they weren’t the style of art that I like the most. Having read some information about the art work of that era, I find some of the paintings, or should I say the content, a little unsettling because some things just seem historically inaccurate and some things seem to glorifying a system or governing authority that in reality oppressed its subjects. I guess, I like contemporary, 20th century art more. But then again, I think that for me, 20th century art is more relatable. I probably need to read more about medieval and renaissance art.


My body is still adjusting to the time change and the eating schedule. People eat on another time table than I am used to eating. So Tiffany and I made our way to the local supermarket (Conad) to gather food stuffs for a couple of days. We got breakfast, lunch and dinner for about €15 which is about $19 US. I was surprised because we would have spent close to $30 if we bought the same amount of food at Giant in Columbia. Our apt mate, Gail, came with us and we got food for dinner. When we got home, we all cut up veggies to make a sautéed veggie dish and pasta. It was light and inexpensive, which was just our taste and price.


There are a flurry of activities coming up within the next week. Once we are finished with language classes we can go on more day excursions and see more sights. As soon as I am able to, I’m going to start posting pictures. The wireless internet connection at school takes a long time to kick in and we don’t have long breaks at all during the day. For now, I’m just writing up my blogs, saving them to a thumb drive and going to the Internet Café down the street.

The Act of Traveling

June 16, 2007
When you travel, your journey starts long before you actual step foot on a plane. Your journey begins in your mind weeks or months before ahead. There’s so much planning, learning, and discovering to do. For me, the journey started in January when I made the financial commitment to go to Italy. This was more of a cerebral action because putting out money didn’t make the trip real. It felt more like paying a bill.
When I submitted my leave slip for the weeks, it was a scary thing because I didn’t and still don’t have three weeks worth of leave. It was then, that I made the time commitment. This step of the journey has worried me the most. How do you schedule a 23 day vacation when you only have 9 days of leave? After doing a lot of math, I figure out that I only needed 15 days of leave. I’ll get 2 days by the end of June and 5 on July 1st. That’ll cover all the time I need.
After you make the finance and time commitment, your next step is to get organized. This inevitably brings on the emotional commitment; at least it did for me. With other trips, I’ve been emotionally vested right from the start. This time I felt too overwhelmed to get emotionally attached. I don’t want to say that I was disinterested, but it took a long to feel like the trip was really going to happen. To be honest, it wasn’t until I was in the Dulles airport that I actually felt excited about the trip.
When we changed planes in Montreal, all my feeling hit me. We’re really doing this! We’re going to Italy. Hearing Italian instructions on the plane to Rome really made the trip real; more than ever before.
Later that day…
On the bus from Rome to Siena, most everyone fell asleep. I think I was the only one who actually slept for a long time on the plane; both of them in fact. I slept most of the flight to Montreal and most of the flight to Rome. In fact, I went to sleep on the bus from Rome to Siena. For a while we were on a highway where the traffic was at a standstill. There had been a traffic accident and someone died. Thankfully, the person was gone by the time we passed the accident scene.
When we finally arrived in Siena, Tiffany and I explored the neighborhood and found the internet café. You know that I can’t be disconnected from the internet for too long without losing my mind. So the Internet Train was a welcomed surprise…and it is one block from our apt. During our walk to find Marie’s place, we ran into Celeste, the director of the language group who that she had made reservations at a restaurant for 8pm and that we were welcomed to join her, Marie and Keighley for dinner.
The ristorante was on a hill with tilted tables. I sat on the lower side and it made me look like the shortest one there. The top of the table was only inches away from my chin. Marie said that I needed a boaster seat. The place mats were brown paper bag sheets, perfect for drawing. I need to find some crayons to carry with me at all times. Italy makes me want to draw and I never know what I might draw.
At the table next to us, a signore said, “Hey isn’t this the table that fell last night?” This made me nervous because I hadn’t considered that the table would be stable. Before then, I was most concerned with not falling myself. All the hills and steps make me nervous. I was instructed not to fall and break any bones in Italy.
The meal – it was simple, but good. We had authentic spaghetti with meat sauce. It is Italy after all… how could not have spaghetti? After wards, Tiffany and I walked back home and realized that we forgot where we live. We did eventually find the apt.
It’s funny…for as much as I have travelled, inside and outside the US, this trip feels weird to me. Marie says that I keep “Monk”ing out, meaning that everything is freaking me out. In a way that is true. I still don’t feel comfortable doing some things like showering and going to the bathroom. The shower is so small that I barely fit in it. I’m actually still petrified of the shower, but I usually afraid of new showers for the first couple of days of any trip. Also, not having much Italian under my belt is very disconcerting. When I’ve gone to Mexico, I could communicate with people, albeit slowly. At best, I can say “thank you”, “yes”, “no”, “to the left”, “to the right”, and “straight ahead”. My Spanish is helping in some ways and in some ways, it’s a hindrance. I keep calling the (€) euros, pesos and I’m having a hard time with the pronunciation of some words because they are so similar to Spanish. We have our placement tests tomorrow. I’m thinking about just putting my name on the test and handing it back. I want the beginning class…Italian for dummies is what I want.

Monday, June 04, 2007

Bedrock Anthem

Sunday, June 03, 2007

The Rain

The funny thing about rain is that is serves so many purposes. It helps to clean the air on the way down to the ground. It waters the vegetation and crops so that we can have food to eat. At it's most powerful, it can destroy cities, towns and whole civilizations.

Yet at the same time, to sit by your window and watch it fall can be one of the most enjoyable experiences a person can have. In areas that desperately need rain, a rain shower can be like manna from heaven. There have been many times when rain has brought me comfort...made me feel better...washed away the cares of the day.

My heart has been heavy the past few days. I needed solace, the assurance that everything would be alright...And then it rained. Slowly, my worries started to fade. I feel like I'm being washed clean of my fears.

Things will be OK.

Soul Sista

Had a friend once upon a time who had a hunger to learn
Good and bad was all she had and all she was concerned
She found out they were one and the same

The truth don’t need to have a name
She loved to share with the moon soon she shared with me
The adventure this life could be
If we just let ourselves be free

She gave me peace of mind
Like a butterfly song to a rainbow shrine

And today feels good
Soul sista
today feels good
soul sista

We never answered too much we asked all the time
Why I was always looking and what there was to find
We threw it all into the wind laughter sharing
Me and my best friend

Her voice was fine and it eased my soul
Her face was young but her eyes were old
And magic would unfold

She gave me peace of mind
Like a butterfly song to a rainbow shrine
And today feels good
Soul sista
today feels good
soul sista

And today feels good soul sista

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Trapped in the Drive Thru

Al" Yankovic's epic 11-minute long parody of R. Kelly's "Trapped In The Closet" - from his latest album "Straight Outta Lynwood."

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Japanese fooled in poodle scam

Thursday Apr 26 20:55 AEST
Thousands of Japanese have been swindled in a scam in which they were sold Australian and British sheep and told they were poodles.

Flocks of sheep were imported to Japan and then sold by a company called Poodles as Pets, marketed as fashionable accessories, available at $1,600 each.

That is a snip compared to a real poodle which retails for twice that much in Japan.

The scam was uncovered when Japanese moviestar Maiko Kawamaki went on a talk-show and wondered why her new pet would not bark or eat dog food.

She was crestfallen when told it was a sheep.

Then hundreds of other women got in touch with police to say they feared their new "poodle" was also a sheep.

One couple said they became suspicious when they took their "dog" to have its claws trimmed and were told it had hooves.

Japanese police believe there could be 2,000 people affected by the scam, which operated in Sapporo and capitalised on the fact that sheep are rare in Japan, so many do not know what they look like.

"We launched an investigation after we were made aware that a company were selling sheep as poodles," Japanese police said, the The Sun reported.

"Sadly we think there is more than one company operating in this way.

"The sheep are believed to have been imported from overseas - Britain, Australia."

Many of the sheep have now been donated to zoos and farms.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

My Generation

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Why So Many Violent Crimes Now?

ALL crimes are evil. But mindless or purposeless crimes are harder to understand. The fact that they are often without an obvious motive baffles investigators. With mass communication becoming much more effective in recent years, such appalling crimes are known to millions, or even billions, within hours. A report published by the World Health Organization states that “violence leaves no continent, no country and few communities untouched.”

Even places that were considered relatively safe in past years have recently seen more instances of senseless acts of violence. For example, Japan has long had a low rate of violent crime. However, in Ikeda, in June 2001, a man carrying a butcher knife walked into a school and began stabbing and slashing. Within 15 minutes he killed 8 children and wounded 15 others. When this is added to other reports from Japan, such as those of young people killing total strangers just for the thrill of it, one gets the clear sense that things have changed.

Even in countries where crime rates have been high, certain senseless acts have caused public revulsion. This was true after the September 11, 2001, attack on the World Trade Center in New York. Psychologist Gerard Bailes made this comment: “It turns the world into a totally alien, dangerous place in which we cannot predict what is going to happen.”

Why Do They Do It?

There is no one factor that explains all the varied acts of senseless violence. What makes some crimes more difficult to understand is their irrational nature. For example, it is hard to comprehend why a person would walk up to total strangers and stab them to death or why someone would drive by a house and shoot at random.

Some claim that violence is inherent in people. Others argue that senseless crimes cannot be explained as an unavoidable part of human nature.—See the box “Doomed to Violence?”

Many experts believe that there are a host of factors and circumstances that are catalysts inclining people to commit irrational, violent acts. A report published by the FBI (Federal Bureau of Investigation) Academy in the United States goes so far as to say: “Homicide is not the act of a sober, sane, individual.” Some authorities would take issue with the wording of that statement. Nevertheless, many agree with what it implies. For some reason the thinking of those committing senseless crimes is not normal. Something has affected their reasoning to the point that they will do the unthinkable. What contributing factors move people to do such things? Let us look at several possibilities that experts have mentioned.

Breakdown of Family Life

Marianito Panganiban, a spokesman for the National Bureau of Investigation in the Philippines, was asked by an Awake! writer about the background of those who commit extreme crimes. He commented: “They come from broken families. They lack care and love. There is a breakdown of people’s moral fiber in the sense that they have no guidance and then they go astray.” Many researchers suggest that poor family relationships and violent family backgrounds are common among aggressive criminals.

The U.S. National Center for the Analysis of Violent Crime issued a report listing factors that could identify youths who might commit lethal violence in school. The following family factors were included: a turbulent parent-child relationship, parents who are unable to recognize problems in their children, a lack of closeness, parents who set few or no limits on a child’s conduct, and children who are extremely private, leading a double life and thus hiding a part of their life from their parents.

Today many children are victims of family breakup. Others have parents who have little time for them. Thousands of young ones have grown up with inadequate moral and family guidance. Some experts feel that such an environment may result in children’s not developing the ability to bond well with others, thus making it easier for them to commit crimes against fellow humans, often without remorse.

Hate Groups and Cults

Evidence suggests that some hate groups or cults have been a strong influence in the commission of certain crimes. In Indiana, U.S.A., a 19-year-old black man was walking home from a shopping mall. Moments later, he was lying on the side of the street with a bullet in his brain. He had been shot by a young man who picked him at random. Why? The assassin allegedly wanted to gain membership in a white-supremacist organization and to earn a spiderweb tattoo for having killed a black person.

The 1995 nerve-gas attack in a Tokyo subway; the Jonestown, Guyana, mass suicide; and the deaths in Switzerland, Canada, and France of 69 members of the Order of the Solar Temple were all cult inspired. These examples illustrate the powerful influence that certain groups have had on the thinking of some people. Charismatic leaders have got people to do the “unthinkable” by tempting them with some supposed benefit.

The Mass Media and Violence

Some point to evidence that various forms of modern communication may encourage aggressive conduct. Regular exposure to violence depicted on television, in movies, in video games, and on the Internet is said to desensitize the conscience and inspire violent crimes. Dr. Daniel Borenstein, president of the American Psychiatric Association, stated: “At this time there are more than 1,000 studies based on more than 30 years of research demonstrating a causal connection between media violence and aggressive behavior in some children.” Before a U.S. Senate committee, Dr. Borenstein testified: “We are convinced that repeated exposure to entertainment violence in all its forms has significant public health implications.”—See the box “Computer-Game Violence—A Doctor’s Viewpoint.”

Specific cases are often cited to show that this is true. In the case of the triggerman involved in the cold-blooded murder of a couple watching the sunrise on a beach, mentioned in the preceding article, prosecutors presented evidence that the thrill killing was inspired by repeated viewing of a violent movie. In a school shooting where 15 people were killed, the two student perpetrators were said to have spent hours each day playing violent video games. Additionally, they repeatedly watched movies glorifying violence and killing.

Drugs

In the United States, the rate of murder committed by teenagers tripled during an eight-year period. What do authorities point to as one factor? Gangs, particularly gangs involved with crack cocaine. Of over 500 recent homicides in Los Angeles, California, “the police said 75 percent were gang related.”

A report published by the FBI Academy makes this statement: “Drugs are present in an inordinately high number of homicide cases.” Some people whose thinking is warped by drug use kill while under the influence. Others defend their drug trafficking by using violence. Obviously, drugs are a powerful factor influencing people to commit horrendous acts.

Easy Access to Destructive Weapons

As mentioned in the preceding article, a lone gunman in Tasmania, Australia, killed 35 people. He wounded 19 others. The man was armed with military-style semiautomatic weapons. This led many to conclude that easy access to such weapons is another factor in the rise of violent crimes.

One report shows that there were only 32 gun murders in Japan in 1995, most involving gangsters killed by other gangsters. In contrast, the United States had more than 15,000 gun murders. Why the difference? Japan’s stringent gun ownership laws have been cited by some as a reason.

People’s Inability to Cope

When hearing of certain heinous acts, some may react by saying, ‘That person must be crazy!’ However, not all individuals committing such crimes are mentally deranged. Many, though, do have difficulties in coping with life. Experts point to personality defects that may lead to extreme acts. Among them are the following: learning and social deficiencies; negative effects of physical or sexual abuse; antisocial characteristics; hatred of a certain group, such as women; lack of remorse when doing wrong; and a desire to manipulate others.

Whatever their problem is, some become so consumed by their difficulty that their thinking is altered, and this can lead them to commit strange acts. An example is a nurse who abnormally craved attention. She injected little children with a muscle relaxant that caused their breathing to stop. Then she basked in the attention she was given as she “saved” each child. Unfortunately, she was not able to get them all to resume breathing. She was convicted of murder.

It is obvious from the foregoing that a combination of factors makes people inclined to commit violent crimes. However, our list would be incomplete if we did not consider one more very important factor.

The Bible’s Answer

The Bible helps us to understand what is happening now and why people act in such extreme ways. It accurately describes attitudes we commonly see. For example, the list found at 2 Timothy 3:3, 4 states that people would have “no natural affection” and that they would be “without self-control, fierce, without love of goodness,” and “headstrong.” In another Bible book, Jesus was quoted as saying: “The love of the greater number will cool off.”—Matthew 24:12.

The Bible says: “In the last days critical times hard to deal with will be here.” (2 Timothy 3:1) Yes, what we see is evidence that we are living at the end of the present system of things. Conditions, along with people’s attitudes, are on a downhill slide. Can we expect an immediate solution? The Bible answers: “Wicked men and impostors will advance from bad to worse.”—2 Timothy 3:13.

Does this mean that mankind is doomed to an endless cycle of vicious violence and escalating crime? Let us examine that question in our next article.

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DOOMED TO VIOLENCE?

Some argue that the propensity for violence or killing has always been inborn in humans. Supporters of evolution maintain that we come from wild animals and have simply inherited their violent characteristics. Such theories would leave us doomed to an endless cycle of violence from which there is no hope of escape.

However, there is much evidence to the contrary. The theories mentioned above do not explain why in different cultures there are wide variations in frequency and types of violence. They do not indicate why in some cultures responding with violence seems to be the norm, whereas other societies report very little violence, with murder almost nil. Psychoanalyst Erich Fromm exposed cracks in the theory that we inherit aggression from primates by pointing out that although some of them are violent as a result of physical needs or for self-protection, humans are the only ones who have been known to kill for the sheer thrill of killing.

In their book The Will to Kill—Making Sense of Senseless Murder, Professors James Alan Fox and Jack Levin state: “Some individuals are more prone to violence than others, yet free will still exists. The will to kill, though governed by numerous internal and external forces, still includes choice and human decision making, and thus accountability and culpability.”

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COMPUTER-GAME VIOLENCE—A DOCTOR’S VIEWPOINT

Dr. Richard F. Corlin, past president of the American Medical Association, delivered a speech to a group of graduating doctors in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, U.S.A. In it he spoke about computer games that encourage violence. Some of these games award points for flesh wounds, more for a body shot, and even more for a head shot. Blood spurts out, and brain tissue spatters all over.

Dr. Corlin commented that children are not allowed to drive, not allowed to drink alcoholic beverages, and not allowed to smoke when they are too young. Then he said: “But we do let them be trained to be shooters at an age when they have not yet developed their impulse control and have none of the maturity and discipline to safely use the weapons they are playing with. . . . We need to teach our children from the beginning that violence [has] consequences—serious consequences—all the time.”

Sadly, instead of being taught that crime has consequences, children are often the innocent victims of violent crimes. Statistics show that gunfire kills ten children a day in the United States. Dr. Corlin says: “The United States leads the world—in the rate at which its children die from firearms.” His conclusion? “Gun violence is a threat to the public health of our country. This is a fact.”

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FACTORS CONTRIBUTING TO VIOLENT CRIMES

Many experts feel that the following can contribute to senseless crimes:

  • Family breakdown
  • Hate groups, extremists
  • Dangerous cults
  • Violence in entertainment
  • Exposure to actual violence
  • Abuse of drugs
  • Inability to cope with problems
  • Easy access to destructive weapons
  • Certain conditions of mental illness

- Awake July 8, 2003 pages 5-9

*** Awake 7/8/2003 pp. 10-11 A Realistic Solution—Is It Possible? ***

A Realistic Solution—Is It Possible?

CRIME appears to be a permanent fixture of modern society. Despite well-meaning efforts of social workers, law-enforcement personnel, and criminal rehabilitation professionals, the world is becoming a more dangerous place. Is there a solution?

The Bible shows that a big change is coming. This will not come through the efforts of human governments. All human rulers are limited, no matter how noble their goals. They just do not have the power and resources to root out the cause of crime or to establish a permanently secure system.

The change the Bible speaks of will be implemented by our Creator. As the Maker of the universe, he has the power and the legal right to do what humans cannot. The Bible describes him as “the One who is reducing high officials to nothing, who has made the very judges of the earth as a mere unreality . . . , he also being vigorous in power.” (Isaiah 40:23-26) What changes does God promise, and how do these give us real hope for a better world?

Psalm 37:10 informs us of God’s promise: “Just a little while longer, and the wicked one will be no more; and you will certainly give attention to his place, and [the wicked] will not be.” God intends to get rid of those who are incorrigibly wicked and have no intention of changing. However, he will not destroy all people. To those who are willing to become meek, humble, and peaceable, the psalmist promises: “Hope in Jehovah and keep his way, and he will exalt you to take possession of the earth. When the wicked ones are cut off, you will see it.” With the wicked ones gone, those remaining will enjoy an “abundance of peace”—a world free from crime of any sort.—Psalm 37:11, 34.

Change of Mind and Heart Needed

Simply destroying the wicked and saving good people is not enough to resolve the problem of crime once and for all. Crime is often the result of improper training of people’s hearts and minds. However, that is where God’s government will excel. Practical instruction and education will be provided in order to train people so that they will love righteousness. Isaiah 54:13 says: “All your sons will be persons taught by Jehovah, and the peace of your sons will be abundant.”

The results will be truly satisfying! The Bible speaks pictorially of the changes in people who may once have had animallike characteristics. It says: “The wolf will actually reside for a while with the male lamb, and with the kid the leopard itself will lie down, and the calf and the maned young lion and the well-fed animal all together.” Why? “Because the earth will certainly be filled with the knowledge of Jehovah as the waters are covering the very sea.” (Isaiah 11:6, 9) However, you and your family do not need to wait for the future for such changes. How so?

You Can Benefit Now

There are people who are now making the changes necessary to prepare for a crime-free world. They are already putting on a new personality, the type of personality that God wants in people who will live in his new world. (2 Peter 3:13) They do this by applying Bible principles in their lives. Notice the interesting description the Bible gives: “You should be made new in the force actuating your mind, and should put on the new personality which was created according to God’s will in true righteousness and loyalty.”—Ephesians 4:23, 24.

Colossians 3:12-14 further describes the positive qualities that many honesthearted individuals are cultivating now. It says: “As God’s chosen ones, holy and loved, clothe yourselves with the tender affections of compassion, kindness, lowliness of mind, mildness, and long-suffering. Continue putting up with one another and forgiving one another freely if anyone has a cause for complaint against another. Even as Jehovah freely forgave you, so do you also. But, besides all these things, clothe yourselves with love, for it is a perfect bond of union.”

Would you like to receive help to put on the new Christian personality? Millions of people around the world are already doing so with the help of Jehovah’s Witnesses. At meetings held regularly in Kingdom Halls, and at large conventions, even people who were violent criminals have learned how to put on a peaceful personality. If you would like to benefit from such an excellent Bible educational program, do not hesitate to contact the publishers of this magazine. They will be happy to help you to be among the people who are preparing now to live in God’s crime-free new world.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Too cold

I want spring to come and stay. It's been in the 40s all week and I'm sick of it. April shouldn't be this cold.

Fri
Partly Cloudy
H 56°
L 39°

Sat
Chance of Rain
H 51°
L 39°

Sun
Rain
H 53°
L 40°

Mon
Chance of Rain
H 50°
L 40°

Tue
Partly Cloudy
H 54°
L 42°

Sunday, April 08, 2007

So much to say...Sitting at the BMA on Saturday

There's something about an art museum and Dave Matthews that seems so right. Sitting on the second floor of the Baltimore Museum of Art listening to Dave Matthews really got my juices flowing. My sister was doing a sketch for homework while I was working on my database project.

I really think I've bitten off more than I can chew. I wrote a proposal for a website for a local theatre company. I think that given more time and resources, I could actually pull this off. I chose this project with someone in mind and I really wish that I could implement this for her. I really wish that I had someplace to put this project after I finish it. My web hosting site doesn't support Cold Fusion.

This week, I have to make two pages of my site. They only need to be static pages...the database driven pages will come later.

http://nova.umuc.edu/~ct498a07/blackboxtheatre/index.cfm

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Lost



Lost Rhapsody 2: Electric Boogaloo

TGISP

I'm glad it's spring break. I'm mean, it's no fun being sick during spring break, but mentally, I needed this time away. I feel like I've been carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders for a while now. I've been unable to express myself, my feelings fully.

For a while, I've felt like I've not been present in my relationships...not fully present. I've spread myself so thin. So this time away, this time alone is good for me. It gives me time to regroup. Time to re-evaluate.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Spring Break is Here

I don't know why I got this, but I haven't seen it in 20 years and I really did love this show.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Hollywood Arms



I wish I could see this again.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Star Trek Voyager

I recently discovered that I can order TV series DVDs from Blockbuster online. I decided to start with a favorite show of mine, Star Trek Voyager. I've finished season one and am on disc four of season two.


I'm hoping to finish watching all seven season by the end of the summer. It would be really nice if I could buy the whole set from Amazon.

Spring Break

It's spring break time. This week, I'm off from work. I don't have any plans to go away, but I do have plenty to do.

Monday - Memorial of Jesus' Death

After sundown on Monday, my congregation will commemorate Jesus's death and how his ransom benefits us all.
http://www.watchtower.org/e/19980315/article_01.htm


The rest of the week, I hope to get my apt in order. I've also checked out some DVDs from the library. They should keep me occupied. I've been exhausted for weeks, so I'm hoping that this week offers the rest that I need.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Graduation

For some reason, I've been asked how many classes I have left before graduation at least three to four times a day every day this week. To settle the issue, here are the proposed classes I need for the rest of my UMUC days:

18 CREDITS LEFT

CIVIC RESPONSIBILITY
IFSM 304 Ethics in the Information Age

ELECTIVES
CMIT 368 Windows Server 2003
IFSM 438 Project Management
CMIT 265 Networking Essentials

MAJOR REQUIREMENTS
IFSM 310 Software & Hardware Concepts

SOCIAL SCIENCE
GVPT 170 American Government

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

A couple of things

Ok, let's start with LOST... I'm curious about the revelation about Claire and Jack having the same father. This has been rumored on the LOST message boards for over a year. I wonder if this was planned long ago or if it was a fan-influenced decision. Also, how cool is it that Jin is starting to use his english. Lastly, what is up with John Locke? He's just one mistake after another. Does he need Jack to help keep him balanced? Ever since Jack was taken, Locke has made one mistake after another. We might have to acts of stupidity as "Lockes".

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The second thing. I'm woefully behind in my Cold Fusion class. But tonight, I started my quest to get caught up. I still have a lot to do, but with Spring Break next week, hopefully I can get caught up. I'm doing a box office website and I really need to get my design started.

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I still have a poem stuck in my head. I can't get it together. I keep getting parts of it, but not enough to put down on paper. The theme is longing in all its forms. I'll keep you posted.

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I'm going to bed now. Night y'all :)

Monday, March 12, 2007

Watching TV with Janet

Wouldn't it be cool to sit on your couch and watch TV with a celebrity and it not be a big deal?

Last night I dreamt that Janet Jackson was at my house watching TV in my living room. We talked about all kinds of things, but it wasn't like she was a big celebrity. We talked about our families and the importance of reading the bible daily.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

You Tube

You can find just about any thing you want on You Tube... most of it is the dumbest video you'll ever see. But sometimes you find something special that you would probably never see.

Broadway on Broadway

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

No carved images...

Here's the thing... I was driving along, minding my own business this morning when I drove by a restaurant with a golden cow on the roof...

A golden cow...
A golden calf...

Didn't we learn anything from the Israelites?

Saturday, March 03, 2007

My poor baby

I went down to College Park today to find my classroom for a class I'm taking next week. After leaving, I was driving home and my mother, who was behind noticed that my license plate was gone. Some maniac down at College Park stole my license plate. The worse part is that since I reported it, I can't drive my car until I get new tags.

My baby was violated :(

Friday, March 02, 2007

YMC

I went to see Yo Mama's Cookin' tonight and it was the hardest I've laughed in a long time. Improv Rocks!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Notebook woes

Those of you who know me will understand what I'm about to say. It's week five of classes and I still don't have a notebook for either of my classes. I'm not sure why I haven't done it yet. I took the time to find two binders, cleaned them out, found dividers, really made an effort to get started on the right foot.

I looked at my desk today and realized that I have gone far beyond procrastination. It not that I don't have the I don't have time to set up the notebook. I just haven't had it in me to do it. You would think that 12 years of secondary education would've stuck with me. Rule #1, have a notebook, organize your homework.

Instead my desk is chaos and I'm always doing homework at the last minute.

Here's the really hilarious part of all this... I just got contact information for the student that I'm going to coach. Thankfully, she'll never see my desk. Hopefully, she doesn't need help setting up a notebook or else she might flunk out of school.